God always has his reasons for what he has brought to us. We never know his reason of doing that, which always leaves a question marks in our thoughts. Just wonder what is he up too….. However, even though I dunno the reason behind of god wish but I know what ever he is doing make me grow into a better and mature person too be…..
Even though is onli 2 months I get to know them however, it make me sad when they are leaving. I can’t control my tears on Thusday nite. I need to hide a side so no one could see me cry… OMG! why god want us to meet and now want us to be apart? There is always a reason that we could not understand. Today I send them off… it make me sad but I can handle my tears today. Anyway, I wish all the best to both of their journey… Hope they reach home safe! That all I can do……….
Time flys as we cannot keep hold of it. So why should we remember the past which make life so difficult and unhappy as we could choose a better way by looking forward to the future which we could wish for a better tomorrow. Let bygone always be bygone!
Days of life seem missing. Everything around is still the same but feeling of something missing.. A feeling that I hardly explain… a feeling that hardly voice out… haiz…..
Can’t imagine myself sitting infront of the lap top wondering whether has the world change or have I had change. The silence from my mouth seems not the same as I am so talkative but… what I want now is a moment of silence…
It is proven that I have change to a person that I dun even know who am I right now….
Omg.. I need extra time. It seems that I am lack of time. 3 assignment 1 mid term next week and the following week. Gosh…
Apart from that meaty and I wen to a serch for information for our I/O assignment whit our supprise there is a Wedding Planner in Malaysia. But teh cost for a wedding is so MUCH! A cost for a wedding i almost up to RM 50k. Damn expensive! So better think twice before meking he decision to tie the knot unless …………
hmmm… been long long time since the last time I update on the blog. Today is 30 November 2007 the last day of November and a month from now end of 2007 and also my year 2 sem 2 end as well.. Sound crazy hor… just like I a spilt second everything end just like that…..
No study leave also dunno what to do. Do not have the mood to study yet.. Everyday playing neopet onli cause I have a bet with lao lao… Must achieve my bet that is my principle… I will achieve it no matter what.. hahaha…
Have u ever wonder who u are? But I have not been questioning myself this question until these days I stared to question myself. I was so uncertain about who am I basically….
It all happen when the new semester started. As usually I will keep on bugging on my pal that did not turn up to classes on why, when, how come they did not turn up to classes and all this nagging has been a while if I am not mistaken. Well… every time I nag I feel so hate on myself why must I do that. They will also feel bored and angry for why u control their lifes. They should have the freedom to attend nor absent in class. Why should I bother much as I always remember someone told me this " I dun come to class I will ‘tuck chui’ u " and it seems correct. Whether they attend class or absent is non of my problem and not my resposibility. Why should I bother? Who am I to bother that much?
As ones grow older, the road of life is getting hard and tough to walk as time passes. There are lots of consideration we need to make before each and every step we move.We need to know how to please people in order not to be hated or scolded, we need to smile all the way although deep down in our heart is hurting, we need to study and work so that we can earn enough in order to survive in the world called luxury, we need to talk so that people dun think that we are ego or pride and etc just to make others happy and our life smoother. Haiz….. Aren’t life tough?
Each and every person face life differently because each and everyone has different journey and destiny in acheiving their life. Some don’t even has one which end up they life as time passes and time lead a road to them. What a simple road life that everyone wish to have but… it always a wish that will never come true! As for me although the road of life is tough to walk as long as I have myself in a piece I will always make it….
On 28/09/07 my small little hand bag was stolen by dunno which idiot theft. Lost my IC, driving licence, cellular and my car key. Dunno why there is such an idiot survive in the world just to cause others trouble. I am not sad that I lost my things nor I am not heart pain of losing my cellular is just that I have to go through lots of trouble. What the idiot one is money just ask and I will give no need to steal because it cause me lots of trouble to make a police report and have to re-apply my stuff. Somemore I have to lost all my contact number because on U IDIOT THEFT!
Hello… Tomorrow will be last paper for our exam. YAHOO! Can’t wait for it cause tomorrow will be our free days and as usually is a HOLIDAY time although this time will be short and near trip due to Miss BMW sis getting married and no planning so hai… anyway still make it a trip to. Wakaka.. But too bad lao lao can’t follow. : )
So as usually we only plan when to go and always never plan when to come back cause this is always our cultural wakakaka…
Bye bye exam !!
